I live in this cell 23 hours a day,
One hour out for a shower.
I walk the walk
I talk the talk
I watch time crawl
all over me.
My brain,
It’s plastic
Like the toys you sell.
I make it into little figurines
And give it to orphans,
Scorpions for Christmas
And Easter creepers.
Where am I from, you ask.
I was born in the toilet.
My mother fucked niggers.
I grew up eating buttons
For Sunday dinner.
Then I hit the street,
Slinked down alley ways
After stray cats.
Some people flagged me
And I did a stretch at a boys’ school.
When I tried to bust out
They stopped me and
Shot me in the hole.
From there it went
Home to home
I didn’t see the sun in years.
So,
Am I Jesus,you ask.
I suppose I am.
I grew into it.
I have died so many times
For your sins.
Fact is
There is little else to do
In here.
And
I am also famous for starting
World War Three.
With
My swastika heart
And Charlie Chaplin soft shoe
I became The Great Dictator.
Of course,
After all these years
You still find me quaint.
You send me notes.
You reinvent me
On MTV,
Where
Bug – eyed I smile
Through your bars
And dance for you
With knives in my eyes
Like a trained seal
For your applause.
But I have never lived in your
World.
Not really.
Nor cared to.
I live outside your laws.
I stayed honest.
And
My pride is hard.
You will never break it.
It is the only thing keeping me.
Otherwise
I might have flown away long ago
To windswept desert reaches
And places only the Spirit is
Privy to.
Because
actually
I am Indian
at heart.
Savage
in nature.
You can see that In my clothes
And in my style.
And
If I have ever committed crimes
It was only to the unwise,
The upholders of all
Thin arguments.
I am
The Great Satan, you say.
No, not that way.
Just your ugly face in the mirror.
You
keep me alive.
You
keep me from you.
You made me immortal.
Beyond doubt
That
Is
true.